wondering when the pain will actually stop, when i can forget, when i can b me again, because i have not been me, well not completely anyway, and i long to have that part of me back.
still crushed.
why tho i have absolutely no idea. its been way too long to still be living in the past like this. i must forget, i must move on, i must conquer something inside of me, the thing that is telling me im completely useless and no good. you broke me.
i dont even care about the why anymore. i simply will just continue to hurt, and nothing will ever change. u will nvr change. contemplating us no more, ull c. things are going to b different. i need a change. i need to stand up and b me and forget everything and start something new. new and open and fresh and amazing.
done. for good this time.
On average, people tell three lies every 10 minutes — from “I was just about to call you” and “You’ve lost weight!” to “Your secret is safe with me” and “I love you, too.” Think this claim is a bit of an exaggeration? University of Massachusetts psychology professor Robert Feldman, Ph.D., has spent the last 25 years proving it. In his book entitled “The Liar in Your Life: The Way to Truthful Relationships,” Feldman presents evidence on why we lie, just how often we stretch the truth and the costs and benefits that come with such fibbing — whether it’s the so-called “little white lie,” a Madoff-style whopper or something in between. “The most surprising finding of my research is how ubiquitous lying is,” says Feldman. “It occurs at a rate far greater than I ever expected to find. In fact, lying is so frequent that we don’t even register that it’s happening.”
“Because he’s a guy, and guy’s don’t get attached, guys don’t ever give themselves over completely, and guys lie. that’s why they should be handled with great trepidation, not trusted, and held at arms length whenever possible”
wtf is wrong with me!? i feel so miserable… it CANNOT b seasonal depression.. arent u supposed to be happy during the summer time cuz of more sun n stuff… idfk wuts going on. i feel like im going to kill my relationship with my stupid moods. its not my fault. i cant help these feelings! its driving me nuts =[ idfk who to talk to
(via blogsecret)
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